February 2012
26 posts
The most painful goodbyes are the ones that are...
“Take a step back and re-evaluate things. Do what’s beneficial.”
My emo self needs to gtfo. I can’t get shit done when it’s around, yuck. I’m pretty sure it’s PMS too. Asshole. I know there’s a whole lotta other stuff factoring into how I’m feeling, but I’m trying to just forget about it. That last call with H totally has me being a needy girlfriend. That’s disgusting. Someone slap me, like seriously.
Not only did my mom make some great food tonight, HP and I had an awesome study sesh too! I am stunned with knowledge! His intelligence really showed through tonight; it reminded me why I adored him so much from the getgo.
“If your star falls down, you will find mine lying beside yours.”
– I Wrote This For You: The Shot Stars (via kari-shma)
“Easier to break up if it doesn’t work out.”
– 101 Reasons to Be Abstinent.
He was right back at my door when I told him needed him. Unfortunately I locked myself outta the house. So the extra 15 minutes I had left with him were spent finding a way to get back into the house. If he hadn’t had an exam for math, he would’ve stayed there with me. He left me his jacket though. My roommate came down and opened the door for me a couple minutes after he drove away.
“I wish I was stronger. I wish I didn’t fall apart when the slightest...”
“And just like that, she realized why she’d held off and stayed single this...”
“If only I had the power to make things better.”
Meeting my boyfriend’s parents has always been a big deal to me. It’s my chance to leave the great first impression to show that their son made a great choice by making me his girlfriend.
There’s only been a couple times where I didn’t really have a chance to make that first impression. Earlier was my third.
The language barrier is making it difficult to sit down and...
I don’t ever want to feel like this ever again. It’s like I’m The Hulk wanting to rip someone apart! No one should ever see me this way. Unfortunately, it has. Past tense. Because I SWEAR it’ll never happen again.
Mistakes happen.
I know that, but I need to get over expecting so much from one person because when things don’t fall into place…the terrible side...
