August 2011
40 posts
“I’ll kill a bitch ;) lol”
– Ryan McTeir defending my ass. :))
A huge pet peeve of mine is when people tell me how I’m feeling. How are you gonna tell me what my problem is? Like you know me on that level or something. Get off my back, YOU FUCK.
“I won’t ever be perfect, but at least I can fulfill my own standards.”
– a text sent out on 11:11pm.
“I’m always gonna just be the ‘Hey you’.”
They’ve got to get their shit on track: I waited 3 weeks to find out my financial aid had a hold on it. I didn’t even get notification. :|
If I hadn’t gone to the office to find out about book vouchers, I wouldn’t have seen my aid for weeks! Grr.
I’m just glad I was able to do an IOU for my books.
One thing I appreciate from last semester: the Henderson Symphony Orchestra. After taking a music class, I can really appreciate classical music more. There was an email I received welcoming HSO’s 25th Season. It listed all the upcoming performances. By the looks of it, I can attend most of them…leisurely. :]
I love that now that I’m older, I can appreciate classical music...
An aunt I haven’t spoken to in awhile called yesterday and left a voicemail asking me to reconsider my move.
I know she talked to my mom coz how else would she know my number?
There is no reason to listen to what my mother has to say. She tries to play the “I just care so much/I worry about her” card when really, she’s making it hard for me to respect her especially...
Everything is falling into place, but why do I feel emptiness?
So, I decided to wake up my cousin to help me work on a math problem I was stuck on. We sat there for 10 minutes trying to figure out how to show the work to get the answer (since the answer is in the back of the book). I got a tad bit frustrated, so I decided to eat. I guess it bugged Eric coz when I came back from eating, he sent me a link to a site on how to do a similar problem. Turns out I...
Weird as fuck: professor had a picture of me on her role call. “/ I guess when she printed out her list, it shows pics of whoever posts pictures on their webcampus.
Sweeeeeet (NOT), lol. She showed the class and now fools are creepin’.
“We’re gonna be great friends, we’ll start a Hello Kitty team!”
– Mr. Pant, English professor. I like him already!
Totally had to bust a parallel park. Finding parking on the first day of school sucks, but I know this won’t last long.
“I’m a better girlfriend when I don’t hold the title.”
albertmorenojr asked: don't worry, things will work out eventually
“I just want things civil from here on out.”
I shouldn’t have picked up her call just now.
It seemed okay at first. Told her I was going to school to pick up my books. She sounded pleased hearing that. She even told me I should just stay and that I would only have to pay $100 a month. I told her I couldn’t do that. Then we started getting into it.
After bickering back and forth, I hung up on her.
Why does she have to be so...
My health benefits package came in the mail today. It’s been 2 years since I’ve had health insurance.
It feels good to work for a good company. It feels great that everything’s falling into place.
Dinner that mom made for Eric’s parents arrival went well. We all sat at the table and my mom was being civil with me.
I’m sure she’ll tell them I’m moving out. Although I still can’t believe she always plays the “just trying to help” card.
I love my mom, I care about her too.
But she’s my least favorite person.
“I don’t know how you do what you do, I’m so in love with you. It...”
– #nowplaying “Amazed” -Lonestar. My Kuya sang this song to his wife on their wedding. They are both amazing people.
…started taking down my picture frames and boxing up the little things. It makes me kinda sad because I know that after I leave here, my relationship with my mom will be nonexistent for awhile.
“Set me free, leave me be. I don’t want to fall another moment into your...”
– #nowplaying “Gravity” -Sara Bareilles.
“I had hoped you’d see my face and that you’d be reminded that for...”
– #nowplaying “Someone Like You” -Adele.
I told my mom I was moving out, through a text. Her reply? “Good, until then make sure your room is clean for Eric’s parents visit. Leave yours and Ryan’s key. And again, CLEAN YOUR ROOM.” First off, my room is clean. Second, all she ever does is nag. Third, it has never felt any better to say I can finally be on my own.
“I was wondering if you had a second. To talk about anything at all.”
– @IWroteThisForU, “The Excuse For Your Company”.
It never seems to fail that I wake up early on my day off. And when I say early, I mean 3 hours earlier than the time I usually wake up everyday. >_<
There’s a list of things to do to get all this moving out on my own started. I’m taking it one step at a time. I’m sure everything will fall into place soon enough.
I appreciate great customer service- thanks Grace, Progressive lady who quoted me for car insurance! :]
“I always brace myself for the worst.”
I know, at times, I deserve my mom to give me shit about certain things but when I’m not doing anything wrong then she needs to quit tripping. She says I’m the cause of her hypertension, but I know it’s only because she worries about the smallest things!
Am I really that much of a terrible person towards her? Honestly?
My night has been filled with laziness while eating pistachios and pita chips. I decided to check my email before falling asleep. I finally got the email from NSC awarding me with the amounts for financial aid! I am so very thankful! Here’s to my 2nd semester at NSC! FUTURE RN RIGHT HERE! :D
1 tag
“Everything about you is beautiful, immensely charming girl with a wonderful...”
– Owl City; a quote written in a letter Mr. Michael J. Parker wrote me around Valentine’s Day. :]
Just finished writing an entry in my journal. I am too too excited, there’s 1/3 left til it’s filled!
It gets stashed away for safe keeping though, a different place every night too. Ain’t trying to have my momma read that. I’m sure she got into it a few weeks ago. SMH. I think it was when she was getting ready to leave for LA when she last read it. If she got her feelings...
“I know that nowadays journals are easily typed on the web, but I always felt...”
– Yunita Hoo. She attached a little letter to my (current) journal that had this in it.
“If ever there is tomorrow when we’re not together.. There is something you must...”
– Winnie the Pooh. (via immaescapereality) 